That’s it. I think I should go back to dancing. Not even for the money because I have a real job that I do enjoy, but so I can find a guy to “save me”. When I used to dance I met a lot of guys who were decent dudes with lots of money who would have wanted a relationship with me but I was too in love with my high school bf. A part of me feels like I should go back while I still can.

The issue is I still don’t have a set schedule at my job and right now I’m working a bunch of busy days like Thursday and Fridays so I can’t commit to dancing.

And also my bf would complain about me being gone more even though he complains I don’t work enough despite working full time most of the time.

Idk what I’ll do. Summer sucks for dancing anyway so I’ll think on it until the fall.