Just as the titles says I'm a 25m and I'm black unfortunately I'm short and just ugly and have started to become cold and resentful lately and I don't like it not likeing what Im becoming lately anytime I see a couple it just makes me extremely annoyed and ruined my day I know a lot of people would suggest getting a escort but I'm from the states and that's a lillegal I'm not really sure what to really do at this point I feel like I'm slowly becoming a incel and I don't want to be and I tried everything dating apps cold approaching etc. and everytime I tried to express my frustrations to my friends I just get called desperate or I get some baseless cookie cutter blanket advice that doesn't work for me im just really tired of feeling like this if there anything that would help Kill off sexual feelings for women or my lilbo i would love to know about it i am on the verge of just giving up ever having sex and getting into a relationship and just unaliving myself even though im not even suicidal