I'll be frank, the first few months moving to an entirely new city and country were significantly rougher than I had thought. I somehow tried to do everything and meet everybody, but did nothing and met nobody.

Right now I'm at least part of a couple of hobby groups, and things are still not great on the work front but I hope they turn a lot better. It's certainly a different way of doing things here when it comes to making and keeping friends, and living your life, so I just hope I'm not as withdrawn as I've been for the past few months. Think one thing I'm trying to do is actively think about my mental health too, which I didn't consider as strongly before I got here.

I came to try and achieve some things with myself, so I hope I'm able to figure and fix myself soon if I want to advance professionally and personally. I want to do some cool stuff in my career, and I want to date and live my life, but all that seems distant for some reason. I know that disclosing any diagnoses won't help matters, but I'm not sure how long I can go without signaling for help.