at my previous job i lied about where i’m from and my upbringing. in the past people treat me differently: disrespectful, push me around and treat me poorly bc of where i’m from and how i was raised so i lied to get respect. and for the first time i did. but now that i’m at my current job i’m back to telling the truth but i feel so weird about it like idk who i am. idk what i am. i’ve made a couple friends at that job but feel like i’ll distance myself bc i want to go back to the person i was.

i’m not sure if this is some sort of personality disorder or straight narcissism and i probably do need help bc if someone told me what i just told y’all idk be like “wtf?”