Hey, Iam a 21 year old male and I can say that Iam attractive, Iam 6’4 am an athlete have some beard and everything. I pull girls but these are all one night standers, and Iam kinda getting tired of that, but this situation happend to me this last month, I have been talking to two girls and both girl are intressted, but one is a little bit to pushy, she wants to see me everyday and I dont feel like it is a chase and I already have her, the other one is the total opposite, she shows me she cares about me, doesnt want to see me with other girls and everything but isnt pushy and is making me chase her. Now iam really losing intrest in the first one because I want to put my energy in the second one because of the chase, and a thing happend and I cut my contact with both, now Iam affraid of getting attached to the second girl and am affraid I wont be able to find someone like her again, am I toxic or have some toxic anxiety for relationships and stuff? I want a girlfriend but at the same time I dont because of my fear of getting attached and someone just cutting out things like I did with her because of some stuff. Also I would love to chat with someone and explain better! Thanks for any comments you guys post, I would really appreciate it!