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I'm a very introverted guy who is also quite reserved when it comes to showing myself off. I've always felt that my body wasn't as good as the others. Seeing the many beautiful people on Reddit gave me the impression that I wasn't a very desirable guy.
Getting into a relationship where my partner got to see me and feel appreciated through her helped alleviate some of this insecurity. However, the relationship ended earlier this year and I've been on a bit of a introspective journey where I am putting myself out of my comfort zone.
Whether forcing myself to socialize with strangers or trying out hobbies I thought I wouldn't be good at, it's been a liberating feeling that is building my confidence.
The insecurities about my body, particularly my dick, returned. I wondered if any other woman would even like me physically. As a test, I posted a few mild nudes and got a few compliments from people. That helped boost my confidence and be a little more bold.
That's when I posted my first dick pic online. I expected some fairly negative comments from people. Maybe they would confirm all of my assumptions about the little guy and I'd have to go on another introspective journey to rebuild the confidence. It was a risk but I wanted to know.
Well I found out. A lot of people really love what I have. The compliments and attention I've received has made me confident to show myself off even more. I love it now and for the moment, I'm addicted to the thrill and feeling I get from posting my pictures on Reddit.
I've also been facing a bit of guilt. I'm completely straight and unfortunately, gay men love to shower me with compliments and offers. I feel like I'm baiting them with something that's off limits. As a way to satiate my conscience, I do send them a few pics, which I think might actually be baiting, but it's the only thing I can do.
Nonetheless, I'll keep showing off my body and my cock. Even if the compliments dry up, knowing that someone out there got some pleasure from me makes me happy.
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