So iv never really done anything like this honestly kinda using it as a way to vent. I rather struggle in silence then put my thoughts on other people. I came home from work and my pops had a little to drink and was about to go to the store and I was like no I’ll go for you we went inside to grab some cash then on my way out I went to back up and his girl friend was parked behind me I didn’t see her. My drive way is a tight circle so I tried to pull up in my garage and to a T turn in a was and I end up getting pinned sideways lmao 🤣 I’m looking like a big goof kinda embarrassing so she finally gets the hits she gotta move. On my way to Publix I call my little bro to tell him just have ur girl park on the fence and was super cool about it and he basically told me to fuck off I’m not gonna say anything so I told him when I get back I’ll tell her myself and hung up. Mind you I lay steel basically I bend metal with me hand all day it’s super intense and I’m running off 2 tangerines a bugger and a pack of Roman in 4 day so I’m kinda on tilt I’m a way ig looking back on it. So I go to Publix liquor store and on my way I’m im smoking a cigarette and I through it on the floor before I walk in and a random guy in his 40s maybe 50s I’m 22 and my brother is 20 but he said hey man your just gonna leave that there? His ride asf giving me a dirty look 👀 so I got up I’m his face and said does it look like I give a fuck ? and his face was in total shocked. Who are you to tell me what to do ? You don’t know the life I’ve lived the shit iv done what I’ve seen ? So I get back to my house and I was real polite super sweet when I told his girl and my brother walks up instantly turns into macho man tuff guy and said pussy I can’t lie I snapped a little when he said that but I started walking into my house and he starts running his mouth so I go up to the car and he locks it so I messed with the doorhandle trying to get it opened and I start to walk way he started talking suit agin so I walk back and he gets out the car and takes all his shit all off so I do 2 I told him keep on calling me a pussy I’m gonna hit you u can’t run your mouth without any consequences is u go out in public and say that 2 a stranger you mind not make it home that day but he ended up saying fuck that and through my slides in a field I took his Bennie and slapped him in his girls car so now we fighting I can’t lie he’s a wizard when it comes 2 grappling he had me in a solid chokehold on the floor on my back I’m face first mind you he is younger than me but is bigger so I stood up and fell back and I didn’t fell a think because he took it all and the noise he mad will give me nightmares till I die I thought I broke his back ..he wants to fight again I tried to run but he gets me lol so beat him up again ….. he got up again and still wanted to fight ? So I said fuck it ima run to my pops he’s not gonna quit till he out cold he still wants fight in front of my dad he pushed me good I told him if u push me agin I will hit you so I hit him barely with my left and we fight again infringe of my pops I told him don’t get in this. I gotta cut it shot but when my dad was out there he saw my little bro run his mouth and look control. Idk what why I’m doing this or why I did that lol but nobody is made at me but felt I feel guilty for swinging down but he’s done it before we wrestled over him calling me a pussy a couple of months ago. But never this bad I cut him up pretty good and thinking he wakes up and go to work with it or in the mirror our relationship is probably ruined i wish I could take it back if u read all this know live is what u make it gn