Yes, I know I wouldn't survive long, but I would be free. I wouldn't even necessarily want to survive long. I would want to have control over my body, my life and death. This is what I have wanted since I was a kid. I would no longer have to live every day terrified of my fellow man and what they will do to me. I am not allowed to get a gun and won't be able to for a while.

I have severe ptsd that makes my life extremely miserable and there's no way out. I have already failed at killing myself several times and most of the time people made my life a living hell after to scare me out of trying again. It's been torture. I just want to feel free and never have to worry about my body not being my own again as my autonomy has been ripped away from me before so many times, often for extended periods.

Yes there are a few people I would miss, and would rather still be around. However I would feel so much better if the vast majority of people vanished from existence so there can no longer be oppressive power structures that will capture me and torture me over and over again like has happened to me in the past. Enough people are shitty to make me have no desire to preserve any but the most trusted. I can't tell who is dangerous or dishonest until it is too late.

If I had to have everyone or no one, I'd pick no one without a second thought.