Hey everyone this is just something i want to share to off some weight from my chest. Im 22 years old now and my life is fucked up,

i used to do counselling of others i don't have any degree but my counselor told me to do it so i did and i never gave any bad advice neither i charge them fee but from past few month i started askin sexual stuff to my clients and after talking to few client i felt bad and guilty so i quit doing counselling.

Im not a porn addict but i never said no to it And i watch it because my own mind is fucked up because of my life and thats why wanted some short term relief.

Maybe im a pervert but i need money more then anything for now I used to look for sugar mommy but im not fit for it because i have a principle that i wont do Intercourse with them and before that i used to look for a online GF or fwb to sext chat call but i just stopped.

Right now im numb from my mind Lost and searching my self.