Last Year in December i traveled to the US for a working program during Winter Season. It had been the second year since i went to the same place to work. In the first year there i met my now girlfriend which after a year of relationship we made plans to marry and to live together in the US.

This being said in 2022 i told my friends last year that i was getting married and leaving my country for good at least until i was allowed to travel again, so they made me (well i made it) a party to say goodbye to me and everything, but during the program i just felt like i missed everything about my country, the food, my friends, just the environment in itself. So I decided to go back once the program ends and marry my gf next year after the program to be able to have one more year with my everyone.

I just thought that everyone would be happy for me to come back, for instance i had a band that now completely replaced me and didn’t even bat an eye or really said anything to me since i came back, my friends although i know they were supportive back then don’t seem to really care that i decided to come back this year. I have gone out with them cause they are still my friends, but i just feel like they would’ve been exactly the dame if i didn’t come back.

I have always had a tough time feeling like i truly belong somewhere, i consider myself more of an introvert than an extrovert. Now i just wanna go and be with my gf since people don’t really seem to care that i am here. Next year im taking no regrets and staying there where im wanted.

Anyways i just wanted to write about this since it’s been bugging me for the last couple of days.