Im 30M, Single and Unemployed, no matter what i do i cant figure out the money game like other men and people are in my age, I chose a bad career, a career i hate and im not good at, all my life i was only in trainings and internships, cause i have no confidence to to do my job in construction estimates, cause i literally hate maths , also i dont know anything about this job, i used to work in building projects as a intern, but its different than the road projects, so i have no clue to do this or apply to a job vacancy telling them im confident at this or that, literally i cant even ask for a basic wage cause i have no confidence, my whole life is ruined cause of this , i mean i studied a diploma and later a degree in this field, and im 30 now, just idk what i should do from here.

Everywhere i see people making money, by doing the job , or doing private works like making estimates of building projects like freelancing and earning as a side hustle, and some have earned for few years and now migrating to another country as blue collar workers cause the sallary is good, but i still dont get it, i mean the same people i started this degree now they have years of expeariance and some have now even leaving the country, their whole life they seem stepping up, they earn and earn, not only them every person i know have figured their lives and their earning, i always wonder how they earn and have fun in life, cause they work at job, they have relationships social lives friends and good social connections etc, all i have done for the last 10years is worrying and hoping id figure this shitty job someday. I mean i have never lived or earned, Even people i know who had opened their own buisnesses now earning and they flow with their lives. idk if they are rich or have problems but they seem to earn and move with their lives, i still cant figure the money game,i mean how they earn, how they create those opportunities to earn, or to earn more money, how they do side hustles and how they balance all in their live? while i cant even get a basic sallary, trust me i have never earned a single sallary on my life,im still depend on my parents cause idk any way to earn money, even i have a degree idk anything about my career. People stepping up in life but still i live with my parents, im ashamed and sad at the same time, cause i cant figure this, how people earn money, how they made up mind to get up early and do something, how do they figure opportunities to create moeny, how do they figure their side hustles, why i cant do any of that? i mean why i dont even get such a thought for how to earn money?