So I'm just writing this to vent honestly. I don't know what happened or if I did anything but I just need to get this out there. My soulmate or my best friend and I live together in a 2 bed apartment. We have lived together for two years now and our lease is up on June 30th. We have been friends since junior year of high school and quite literally attached at the hip.

At about mid January she just stopped all communication with me. No texts no snaps and no talking in the apartment. I'm not really sure what happened I tried talking with her multiple times in person. We used to spend at least an hour every day sharing our daily work stories. And now she acts like I don't exist. At first she was very dismissive and quiet and now she just walks by me.

We both have boyfriends I've been with for 2 years now and he lives an hour away. Hers they've been together almost 5-6 months and he lives 10-20 minutes from our apartment. She spends a lot of time at his place or he is over here. Her boyfriend has always been kind to me and we've never argued. I guess I just didn't think she was the girl who disappeared as soon as she found a boyfriend.

It hurts and I don't know what I've done. Everyday living here is awkward and I just want to move out. I'm not going to talk to her about it. I believe that if she really wanted to talk through something she would. I can't waste all my energy worrying about why I was dropped anymore I'm exhausted. It just sucks mourning someone who is still very much alive but wants nothing to do with you.