We're new friends. We bacame friends a few months ago. We met over youtube. He was another small content creator & he would come to my channel & thirst over me. He would always comment heart eyes & compliment me. I watched some of his stuff & he seemed like an ok guy. One day I was live streaming a game & he joined & we talked(i was able to talk while he commented)

I kinda vibed with him a little & I always wanted to connect with other content creators & make friends. We exchanged tiktoks & messaged on there. Then exchanged numbers.

I will admit, i think we are both guilty of rushing our bonding experience. We would force 3 hour long conversations with each other damn near every day. We would basically just talk about boys all day & worse than that, we would talk about the SAME boys & just the overall same topics over and over. He would always say comments about how he was attracted to me & I got the vibe he likely thought him & i were going to be together. I am gay but I am not sexually attracted to him.

I was really prioritizing trying to become friends with this guy. But now I am prioritizing other stuff, stuff I should have been prioritizing this whole time, like school & selling my condo/ buying a new condo. I can no longer prioritize him, nor do i even care to sit around & talk about boys all day.

Now this part is mean, but hey, it's trueoffmychest lemme just get this out, ok? THIS GUY HAS NO FUCKING LIFE. He is such a fucking loser. He's 32 years old & I will give him credit where credit is due because he at least has his own place with no roommates. But this guy doesn't even have a car or know how to drive(he lives in a somewhat walkable suburb in north carolina, but it doesn't have good public transportation). He works from home. All he does all day is sit at home & fantasize about getting fucked. He only leaves the house when he walks to the store or to some restaurants to get food. He has no hobbies or life goals(outside of getting a boyfriend). He doesn't do anything.

As I said i know he is attracted to me. But honestly him & I don't even vibe like that. When we aren't talking about boys, I have literally bored this man to sleep with my conversation TWICE. Whenever we talk he's always asking annoying stupid questions or going out of his way to try and disagree with me just to keep the conversation going. Why tf is he so set on trying to get with me when we obviously are not compatible? He's just so overly sexual & thirsty he doesn't care about compatibility, he just wants to get with me because he is physically attracted to me. I just think he's so fuck whack & pathetic & he honestly is starting to give me the ick.

Whenever we talk he always talks in this slightly seductive tone as if he's trying to seduce me or something & it's like stop that shit! Just talk normal. He sent me a picture of his ass one day because we were talking about guys looking like they have fake asses & he said people said they think he has a fake ass, and I told him that he isn't built like someone who would have a big ass. He took that as an opportunity to send me a picture of his ass. He was trying to seduce me because a few minutes prior to that I was telling him about how horny I was that day & i think he thought sending that would kinda thirst-trap me.

I was also telling him about how I would need to stay with my dad until I close on my next condo & even tho I know he was joking this just really pissed me off, he asked what my dad looks like & is told me to give him his number.

I just view this guy as a slimey little overly-sexual loser & he's just really getting on my nerves at this point. Idk why it just annoys tf outta me to know that while im out here so busy with life & trying to accomplish stuff he's most likely just sitting in his apartment obsessing over me waiting for me to call him or for an opportunity to call me. & when he calls me he talks about NOTHING. no updates on his life from when we last talked, he never does anything. He calls ME & then I have to carry the conversation. Like get a fucking life dude.