Brothers and sisters in Christ, I have been going through a really rough time. Spiritually for the last few years I have been going through intense attack in many areas in my life from the enemy. It's not an emotional issue, or a physical one, but legit spiritual attack that has affected me mentally, as well as spiritually. I have been having issues finding Christian's who even understand what I'm going through, because when I try to open up to others about it, it's like trying to explain what a tree looks like to a blind man that's never seen a tree before. In a nutshell, most pastors have no idea how to deal with what I'm going through even though they want to help.

On top of that type of attack in my life, I lost my job, it was my fault, and now I have no idea what I am going to do for an income. I need prayer about this as well.

I also have been having serious issues with pornography and masturbation. It has affected me spiritually, and I can tell. The Bible says that to confess your faults one to another and pray for one another that you may be healed. And, if you see your brother sin a sin that is not unto death, they shall pray, and shall restore life unto those who sin not unto death. There is a sin unto death and I do not say you shall pray for it. I have confessed my sins to THE LORD, and HE said HE would be faithful and just to forgive me and cleanse me from all unrighteousness. And HE did. However, something is off with me, even after confessing to HIM. I can sense it. I'm not sure what to do about it except ask for others to pray for me that THE LORD would restore life to me and help me by being my strength and shield during this rough time.

Brothers and sisters, I really love Jesus with all my heart. Being close to him is one of the greatest gifts in the whole world. I love HIM very much. And I want to be closer to HIM than I have ever been. I ask you to please spend time in prayer for me, intercessory prayer, regarding these things going on in my life. Thank you so much in advance, and if THE LORD tells you anything to tell me, please DM me. I'm not seeking that, however I know THE LORD does speak to HIS children regarding certain things, and if HE reveals what's going on with me to you, and wants you to tell me anything, please let me know.