My brothers and sisters in Christ, I am going through a rough time. About a month ago I lost my job and I have not been able to pay my bills, on top of that I have been struggling with pornography and lust, something since I was born again I have had an issue with. THE LORD JESUS has been very merciful to me, but I really need prayer. I owe $50 left over for my rent and I still owe another $570 for next month. Not to mention my phone bill and other expenses. I really need prayer and I really need THE LORD in these situations. I have been applying for jobs, but haven't found one quite yet. And I will find one. But my main reason for posting this, is because of my actions these last few weeks, I feel dirty spiritually. And I know it's my fault. And I want THE LORD to be close to me, and to have real fellowship with HIM, because that is what eternal life is. But I really need prayer. I'm sure THE LORD probably is have others in the body of Christ pray for me in the spirit, but I wanted to ask as well....please keep me in prayer.

Edit 1: I want to thank the brothers and sister in this thread that helped me financially with my bills, I truly was not expecting the generosity and I am very, very grateful to the ones who did help.

Edit 2: And I also appreciate the advice and the prayers during this time. I really needed it and still do. I am willing to learn more, as I don't know everything about the Bible yet, and doubt I will know everything in this life. But anyone who is willing to teach me how to practically keep my flesh under, not just in the areas of lust and pornography, but in many areas of my life, especially from mature Christian's, I would gratefully appreciate it. There is still much to learn and I want to learn from others in the body of Christ.