My husband (M39) and I (F36) have always had a decent sex life. He's the only man I've ever really been with and I love that he knows how to use his mouth and hands. Since having kids though, things have slowed down, stress and life haven't helped either. We've mostly stayed vanilla with only the occasional vibrator in the mix.

Lately, I've been wanting to do something for myself, so I finally bought my first dildo! 🥳 I wanted something I could just use as a personal stress-reliever every once in a while. I thought it was beginner-friendly but apparently I never paid attention to the measurements.

My order arrived last week and I immediately realized how heavy this thing is. Pictures are on my profile. It's almost as long as my arm and so girthy I can barely wrap my hand all around it 😅 I still cannot imagine taking even half of it inside me.

I figured I should at least try it before I write it off, so I spent some time experimenting while I had the house. I got warmed up and generously applied my new water-based lube (thank you /r/sextoys), but after 30 minutes I could barely get past the head. It hurt too much and I realized I was too tight to enjoy it properly. I still don't know why I thought it'd be smaller in person.

After I cleaned myself up I immediately realized my two issues. First, this thing is so big that I don't even know where to hide it. Doesn't fit in my nightstand, drawers, nowhere my husband wouldn't find it eventually. The suction cup and handle grip aren't small either.

And second, this toy is literally more than double the size of my husband. I wanted to try something larger than I'm used to, but I was worried how he'd react if he knew that I picked this out. Not just the size, but the color isn't exactly his shade.

This morning while the kids were out with our in-laws, we finally had some time together for just us. I was hornier than usual and figured this could be a good opportunity. We had a long makeout on the couch and I started to undress him a little more eagerly. Luckily, he took note of this and started to match my speed, leading me upstairs.

Things got a little heavy and while his tongue was between my thighs, I started thinking about the toy. I asked if he remembered the Bellesa video we watched a while back with the woman and two men. He raised his head, smiling and said he did.

I pushed his head back down to his meal and I started going into detail about what I loved from the video; the way the men made her the center of attention, the shot of her stroking them both at once, making out with one while the other goes down on her.

My husband loved hearing this and his moans started pushing me to the edge. Impulsively, I pushed things a step further. I asked if he still likes the idea of me being shared with another cock. He paused for a second, moaned out a muffled “Yes I do", and started to devour me.

My moans grew even louder and I thought "fuck it", and started to reach my towards my nightstand. With hubby still sucking my clit, I reached into my bag, felt around for my new friend, and I literally felt my heart racing as I slowly uncovered every inch of the monster.

A few moans later, my husband glanced up and realized I was staring right at him. I felt his lips leaving my clit when he realized what my lips were wrapped around. I held the dildo with one hand and swirled my tongue over the head of the cock. I stretched my lips around its width and let out a moan, laying my head back down. I slowly pulled the cock down into my mouth and felt it inch into my throat.

I probably looked like I was trying to inhale a submarine sandwich, but my husband's reaction was so sweet 😭 His mouth literally dropped open watching his tiny wife struggling to swallow the largest cock either of us had ever seen.

I reclaimed my jaw and sat up, he went in to kiss me and said "Holy shit, what is that thing?" We talked for a little bit, I explained how I got it, and we laughed at how insanely large it is. He did make fun of me not reading the measurements, which I deserve. Thankfully, he thought it was "insanely hot" that I picked out a toy like this myself, especially one so large. He said it could be a "fun challenge" for me to take it and for him to watch. The color didn't seem to bother him either.

We got back to business and I didn't feel equipped to try using the toy again, but I did ride the shit out of my husband. I stroked the toy at the same time and even tried to take it in my mouth while he fucked me. He finished on my tummy and sucked on my tits afterwards while I used my vibrator. We were both so wiped afterwards, it was honestly one of the best sex we've had in a while.

I'm just so relieved my husband loved the new toy, I'd been worrying about it nonstop but now I keep thinking about what we could try next. If any other couples have been in our shoes before, I'd love to hear.

I'm not sure how entertaining these stories are, but let me know if you guys would like me to share more of these in the future! 😊