This is a continuation of the post I made the other day, so if you want to read that first and then come back, you'd have the full story! TLDR: My ex wanted me to jerkoff on a camsite because she was obsessed with my cock.

After posting that the other day, so many of you reached out to me and told me I should start to stream again, so I did! You're kind/sexy words about what I'm working with and how I should get back into this turned me on so much that I just had to. Fuck, I honestly missed it so much. There's just something so insanely riveting about showing off my cock and having people react/talk to me that drives me insane. I've only done it a few times on my new account, but it's like riding a bike...except the bike is way more fun and addictive to ride!

The first night, I had a group of like 5 consistent people who just kept having a conversation about what I was doing for the entire length of the stream. It was 2 women and 3 men bouncing naughty comments off each other. Since it's too difficult to write back (I don't voice to remain anon, but I do put my mic on to moan) it was nice that they could keep the chat active. The two guys kept talking about how they wish their cocks were as big and the women were making comments about how they wanted to fuck me. Ugh, I was dripping the entire time. If I didn't have on a cockring, I think I would have blown my load WAY too early.

Honestly, between their comments and edging for about 3 hours straight, I was so fucking ready to cum, but I held it in. The other two days I streamed I also didn't cum. Maybe next time I will, but when I tend to hold back a load, I've been told I look thicker, so it adds to the experience. I want to look as big and juicy as I can. I've also been back to using my cock pump almost everyday. It definitely adds to my size. In fact, I've gained about a half inch in girth since I started to use it about a year ago, so I really need to get back into that regimen!

It's been a nice boost in confidence doing this again and it's honestly nice to hear people think I'm sexy. As a man, I feel like we don't really talk enough about how we also want to be perceived as sexy, so it's very refreshing! Here's hoping I can grow (no pun intended) and keep doing this for a while. Jerking off in front of 50 people last night....fuck....that was too much fun.