My dick is 7.5” x 5” and I was in big dick denial until practically my 30s.  No matter how many clues were dropped or comments made, I always thought people were teasing me or trying to boost my confidence because my size was below average.  I thought that my dick was small, I acted like it was small, and I used my dick like it was small. 

My first steady girlfriend at university was a 6’1” white chick with huge breasts. She used to complain about how big her breasts were and told me she was eventually going to have her breasts reduced (she was a DD cup) and her ass reduced as well. She wore mesh thongs, she liked erotic spanking, and she preferred to keep her vagina completely shaved.  I’m only 5’9” so she towered over me.

She was a total dead fish in bed but I didn’t care because I was into fucking people as hard as I could. She had a big clit that was on the less-sensitive end of the spectrum and needed a lot of rough play to stimulate.  If we were fucking in bed, she would lie on her back and I would eat her pussy until she came, then fold her in half and slap-slap-slap-slap as hard and as deep as possible at 120 bpm. When we started hooking up this was too painful for her and she said I went too deep, so she taught me a position where she curled up and put her feet on my chest and I could still go as hard and steady as I wanted but she could control the depth. I got the hang of that quickly, so she would come from me sucking and smacking her clit and then come again from me pounding away at her pussy. She told me they were two different kinds of orgasms her body got: one from the clit and one from deep in her pussy.  I eventually discovered that her clit poked out from between her closed legs while I was penetrated her from behind spooning, and if I played with that while I was fucking her I could make her come a third time in a yet additional shallow pussy type of orgasm, so after a few weeks we had built up this extended sexual regimen where I would make her come 3 times and then bust deep inside her. One thing I loved about fucking her was that despite being tall, busty, and having a big butt, she was skinny enough that if I put my hand on her stomach in missionary I could feel my cock moving inside of her. She loved the feeling of someone coming in her and she was on birth control so she would insist that we have unprotected sex and that I finish inside.  She also told me that she liked to feel the semen leak out of her later, she called it "kids".  We would fuck in risky places like stairwells and afterwards we'd be ij public and she would lean close and say, "mmm, I can feel your kids running down my leg". I didn’t know any better so I blasted inside of her probably hundreds of times over the course of our semester-long relationship, and she would get disappointed if it wasn’t a big load.

Her dorm roommates hated us because we would fuck everywhere: in the common room, in the kitchen, the bathroom--no place was safe. The girl she shared a bedroom with even caught us fucking on her bed once. My girlfriend and I were alone in her dorm room and she was really horny, she was walking in just a tank top and one of her mesh thongs and she kept rubbing her butt on me. Her roommate’s bed was on bed risers and was the perfect tabletop height, so my mounting lust overcame reason and I pushed her back onto the bed. I slid her thong underwear to the side and fished my long dick out of my pants and stood there at the edge of the bed railing her while she laid on her back.  We went at it for a few minutes and I gradually lost more clothes until I was standing there with just my pants around my ankles hammering away.  We not expecting the roommate to be back at all, so when she opened the bedroom door we were mid coitus. Everyone was equally shocked.  For some reason in the moment my instinct was to pull out and try to grab a blanket off of my girlfriend’s bed, but in the process I turned towards the roommate and not away from her with my long fully erect cream-covered dick smacking around in front of me as I spun to dive across the room.  The roommate looked right at my cock and shouted, “Oh my GOD!” and spun around herself, running out of the room with her hand over her mouth.  My girlfriend followed her out to talk to her while I put my clothes back on; she brought her back into the room and we both apologized to her for fucking on her bed.  The roommate was such a timid and passive girl that she practically acted like it was her fault, blushing beet red the whole time and apologizing to us of all things.  Later on, in private, my girlfriend kept joking about the event and saying “Did you see her face when she saw your dick? She was like, ‘Oh my GOD!” and she would pop her eyes out to mimic the roommate’s expression, laughing.

One time, after a postcoital shower, we were naked sitting on the floor of the bathroom on the bathmat and she was sitting on my lap.  She was looking at my large flaccid shower cock through her legs as it rested on the floor, talking about it.  She had never been with a guy with a foreskin and she was fascinated.  She kept talking about my foreskin and saying shit about my dick like “it’s so fucking veiny”. Having her stare at my cock was enough to get me turned me on again and I started getting aroused. She began narrating the event, “It’s throbbing now...it’s getting bigger with the throbs...holy shit I’m watching it, like, fill up with blood.” At that point my penis had already passed half mast and was just starting to raise off of the ground, so I kegeled and it jerked up and tapped her pussy and then slapped the ground again.  She yelped and screamed, "It can MOVE?!"  We had a laugh and then I fucked her bent over the bathroom sink. The bathroom sink was our favorite place to fuck that wasn’t a bed.  She liked to look at herself in the mirror while I remorselessly fucked her from behind. She or I would have to hold her tits while we fucked so they didn't cause her discomfort from slapping around. 

She was one of the few girlfriends I’ve had where we didn’t continue fucking after our relationship ended.  We were kind of from two different worlds, and we drifted apart after we called it quits.  She ended up doing a semester abroad and randomly lived with a friend I had a one night stand with. Years later, the friend told me that the first time they met abroad they quickly found out they had both fucked me and bonded over it; she said that her and my ex agreed that the size of my penis was one of my redeeming qualities.