A friend of mine from primary school had gone to an all-male high school and one night out I ran into him and a big group of his mates at a club. I had been stood up by a date I was supposed to meet for dinner so I just went into this notoriously shitty free club nearby and that’s where I saw Josh. I was just out to dance and kill some time over a long weekend and it was super pleasant to catch up, we ended up chatting in the empty smoking area on the balcony for about an hour before he offered to introduce me to his other friends. It was about 8 guys and one girl and they all seemed super chill, we were all vibing hard to the 2000s hits we’d grown up with and it was generally one of the best clubbing experiences I’d had.

The night went on and I had noticed that none of the guys were dancing with Lia, who I’d assumed might have been somebody’s girlfriend, or maybe sister despite bearing no resemblance to any of them. She was quite tall, wearing super high heels that made her toned calves pop in her tight sundress, and made her half a head taller than most of the boys and a few centimetres taller than me. The way she chatted and interacted with them made it seem like they viewed her as “one of the boys” although her makeup and very feminine dancing weren’t at all giving pick-me or tomboy vibes. She was slim, with breasts that looked either fake or very pushed up by her bra and a crazy round butt that she was shaking very enticingly on the dance floor.

After a little while she and I both happened to head to the bar and I offered to buy her a drink, not yet sure if I was intending to flirt or just be friendly. We got to chatting and bonded a little bit over both playing volleyball, although both at a very much amateur level. She was quite flirty with me, her smile was really cute and she touched my arm when laughing a little too hard at my jokes. Soon we realised we’d gotten through a few drinks and all her friends had left. Josh had texted me saying how nice it was to catch up, and that if I was still with Lia to let her know they were all going to his house for kick ons. “Why don’t you and I stay a little while?” Lia asked and then leant in and put a hand on my chest, as if to check my racing pulse. I was really attracted to her and loving being so close, so when she leaned in I took the signal to also lean in and kiss her.

Her thick, soft lips and tongue tasted incredible and we seemed to melt together as I put an arm around her waist. The kiss seemed to last forever, and I definitely didn’t want it to end. “Come and dance with me” said Lia in a sultry, seductive voice that really got me going. I followed her onto the floor and we danced with some of the most raw, sexual energy I had ever felt with a stranger. She ground her round, muscular butt into my crotch where a rock-hard erection was growing, and she guided my hands to her waist, then up to her breasts. She had long sort of C4 curls that tickled my neck as I kissed hers and before long we found ourselves making out in the back of an Uber on the way to her place.

When we arrived, before going in, she stopped me to establish boundaries, which sounded very sensible to me. “I don’t mind you telling Josh we hooked up, but I should tell you something if we’re going to have sex” she said. “Okay, go on” I said, outrageously horny and feeling quite teased at this point. “So I don’t know if Josh told you, but I went to school with him and the other boys, I’m trans” my horny and tired brain realising how much sense this made meant that I must have sat in silence for an uncomfortable amount of time. “I can get you another Uber home if you don’t want to hook up” she said sounding disappointed, to which I responded reassuring her that I was very much down still. I tried not to say anything weird to make her feel fetishised or uncomfortable so I just kissed her again and told her how sexy I thought she was.

Lia lead me upstairs in her parents’ house, explaining that they were away so “we don’t have to be quiet”. Her room smelled like her delicious perfume and we got onto her single bed with its soft fluffy blankets and mountain of pink throw pillows, quickly undressing each other. Her dark breasts looked incredible in the white lacy lingerie she wore, and my eyes traced down her abs towards the bulge in her quite tiny panties. As I pulled them down, I was met with a very long, black shaft with a pink head and made no hesitation in beginning to suck it. “Baby that feels so good so I don’t want you to stop but I am not going to get any harder, my hormones are a little variable at the moment since my castration and I don’t often get boners anymore, you’re going to have to be top tonight, which I guess you assumed before anyway haha”. After shuffling some of the pillows around we began 69, where I challenged myself to fit her entire big thick soft cock in my mouth and she began sucking my glans gently and stroking my shaft with both hands. We then frotted, she was almost my size soft and she explained that she had nearly been 10 inches before HRT. “Still, not often I meet a guy as big as me, I’m gonna have fun with this thing, you’re a triple threat, tall, cute and you have a big dick” I was loving the compliments and was throbbing so hard for her.

After more making out she got on all fours and revealed a cute bejeweled heart shaped butt plug between her big round cheeks, which I slowly pulled out while she rolled a condom on me and liberally applied lube. I slid into her easily and before long I was clapping her ass with long, hard strokes, and hearing her huge flaccid black dick swing and slap her belly and my balls was strangely hot to me. She then told me to get on my back and she rode me like a champ, her hips carving shapes on my cock feeling absolutely amazing while she showed me how she liked me to jelq her insane penis. After a few minutes like that I pumped a hot, throbbing load into my condom and immediately after, she shook with what she called a “dry orgasm”. We spooned and continued to chat until we both fell asleep and woke up holding each other’s flaccid dicks. Lia was always a fun hook up and I’d been back with her a few times over the years but she was never interested in dating. We always got on well and she was someone who I could always go to for advice, or just a good chat.

This is the sad part of the story. Lia died last month. She wasn’t sick, she was the target of a vile transphobic attack. She was murdered by a group of cowardly men in their 20s who felt the right to end somebody’s life for not conforming to their idea of what a person’s gender should be. I wish I could say the police had caught any of them but unfortunately that will not bring back the kind soul that was Lia. I’m crying writing this part, trans women are women, and nothing gives anybody the right to attack someone like that.