I met him about 8 months ago when I decided I just wanted to have some fun after a recent break up. He had sent me pictures of his cock but I still remember the first time we hooked up and how when I took off his pants, I was absolutely astounded at his size. The pictures didn't even do him justice! I've never measured him but he is THICK and if I grasp him with both fists stacked on top of each other, he's still a little bit longer than that. We don't use condoms because he had a vasectomy, but if we did I'm sure they would need to be specially ordered.

The first time we had sex, we made out for a bit and then he went down on me, but I was so impatient to have him fuck me that I only lasted a couple of minutes of him going down on me before I basically begged and pleaded for his cock. I HAD TO HAVE IT INSIDE ME! I literally had happy tears in my eyes as he got on top of me and thrust into me inch by delicious inch. My ex was less than half his length and nowhere near his girth, and to feel so full and stretched after months of having mediocre sex with my small-dicked ex was the greatest joy. As cheesy as it sounds, it felt like coming home. I also had an orgasm that first time which was surprising because I don't usually cum the first couple of times I hook up with someone new.

He is divorced and later in their marriage, his ex was only up for sex twice a year, if that. It's absolutely astounding to me because I feel like dicks like his are super rare and she absolutely missed out. If it was possible I would have sex with him every day, more than once.

In addition to his size, he has serious stamina and can usually last awhile during the first round, even when pounding me really hard from behind. We usually go at least two more times and he has barely any refractory period. Sometimes he'll even stay hard after cumming inside me and we'll just fuck and fuck and fuck. He's long enough to hit my cervix, which I have discovered I really enjoy after lots of foreplay. When he's about to cum, he'll hold himself as deeply as possible inside me and there's always so much cum. Sometimes I'll feel his cum leaking out of me hours later, which is a massive turn on.

It seriously feels like his cock was made for me. I'm usually at least somewhat sore the day after we meet up, but it's the best possible feeling -- the phrase "hurts so good" comes to mind. Every time I notice the soreness it's a reminder of being fucked repeatedly with the most perfect cock imaginable.

I know I'm lucky to have met him and had these amazing sexual experiences but I'm also a little anxious that if I do meet someone and get into a serious relationship, his cock isn't going to be as big or as nice and I won't enjoy the sex as much. I'm absolutely obsessed with his massive fucking cock and I don't know if I can ever go back to small cocks.