I always dreamed of being a porn star and wanted to become one when I was legal. Big dick, athletic wrestling body and voracious sex drive, I'd go to work, fuck gorgeous women all day then go home with a wad of cash. Wrong!

That whole belief was burned out of me when I did adult films part-time in college. Starting out, my role was usually the fill-in or the finisher when the male lead couldn't perform. If I wasn't actively doing these fill-in shots that were not exciting at all, I'd help with production like operating the sound boom. This was a fairly cheap production studio. In filming, mostly what you'd see is my dick and balls and a bit of body from waist to mid thigh; they didn't want to give away this wasn't the star. Most of it was several different positions and locations in often awkward positions. Sometimes, I got to cum, sometimes not. The studio I did most of my work at was middle tier, they got some good women but no one well known except this one time when they were doing a video with a top ten talent and the male couldn't cum, so I was called to mount her, then pull out and drench her tits. When I heard who it was I got hugely aroused and walked on the set with a rigid cum dripping boner, to which she said "Hey, you'll be one of the biggest guys I've ever had but remember 400 guys were in me before where you're going so don't think you're special". Well, that took the thrill out, but I did my job, and after she just wrapped a towel around her and walked off.