I made a post on r/trichotillomania, but its 3am CST where I live so I doubt anyone is awake , but basically I ripped my wig off . The humidity, itchiness and lace was giving me a sensory overload. My mom took a hour to reinstall the wig and I can't handle her finding out , she'll probably just make me feel worse than I feel now and I'll probably do something impulsive and a lot worse than pulling my hair. So, I need to avoid that. I took the wig off so I can sleep tonight and let my hair breathe then put it on in the morning. I'm just wondering what can I use besides glue or tape. I have highly sensitive skin the glue was fine it was really just wearing the lace wig for 3days without washing my hair or rubbing my scalp was horrible. Maybe I can use headbands. Just to hold the wig down and keep it in place. I just dont know how to deal with my mom telling me I need to grow up and stop acting like a child. Its just annoying I really wish I could get stage 4 cancer or just cause suffering on the people who have bullied and teased me. Nothing crazy just putting itching powder in their hair then when they cant stop constantly ask them " why dont u just stop?". I swear people who dont have this disorder really dont understand. No one does. I wish I could just end my life because I really cant take the bullying whether it's from other females or my mom, or friends . I'm just so tired of looking "ugly" or "nasty" to others. I just want to be pretty and happy like my ex friend and everyone else who has bullied me. This wig was my only hope in actually stopping and looking like a normal person. When I get up at 8 am I'll style it and wear it all day until at night. It just sucks