Hoping a little sexy success story is allowed? I need to tell someone, I can't tell anyone I know. Maybe other guys in here with an unfulfilled curiosity might be interested. I promise every word of this is a true account, I've had to wank just about every hour since just to process the feelings and the memories. I'm in my 40s, in good shape.

Yesterday I had my trap cherry popped. As a straight man, attracted to girls, loves pussies but obsessed with anal, curious about cocks and cum but not attracted to men, you could say my world is a little confusing.

I had thought that maybe a threesome with a bi couple might be the best way to explore my kinks, but that unicorn is very hard to come by unless you're a couple or you're hung. To borrow from Subway, couples seem to be seeking the footlong, not the six inch. To be fair, having made do by experimenting with toys as the next best thing myself, I can't say I blame them!

So here I am, straight man, in pretty good shape, average cock, well trained but virgin ass, able to throat a dildo and a whole heap of kinks yet to be unleashed. That was yesterday morning. Today I'd say I'm straight-ish, I'm still only attracted to girls, but now it seems I like them to have a cock.

So what changed? I'm visiting HK from the UK for work, hotel rooms always make me horny, I've got a whole Sunday to waste and its raining outside - so I'm enjoying my usual feed of slim/skinny posts when up pops a very attractive trap.

I look at other posts on her profile and then proceed down a Reddit-hole of trapdom and uncover beautiful slim girls with bulging cocks and sometimes squirting cum on r/traps.

Since many of the stunning girls are Asian it's not long before I'm searching for trap escorts (with a little trepidation after my only other foray into escorts ended up an expensive waste of money - basically whatever the opposite of "girlfriend experience" is). After a bit of scrolling I find an absolutely beautiful girl who not only has contact details but also gives her Reddit name.

Before you can say "cumming full circle" I discover that I've located one of the very girls I was lusting for moments ago, she looks like my perfect girl, posting on r/traps and only fans. Petite, slim, smooth, tanned, flat chested (I like them small), stunningly pretty, average cock (good place to start I thought), tiny ass. She's free today, is only a short walk away, takes Prep, is up for all the sticky things I'd hoped for (top and bottom) and seems nice and understanding about it being my debut.

Quick shower, manscaping back and front and a general spring cleaning and I'm all set. The nerves are taking a back seat, this feels more and more like something I've been waiting my whole life for.

Short walk later, getting used to the feel of walking with a shaved ass and I'm knocking on her door. She opens the door and my jaw hits the floor. I'm in the bedroom of one of the perfect petite, tanned, skinny/slim, pretty girls I've fantasised about for years - she's dressed in very sexy black tiny bikini style lingerie and even better, that bulge down there is not a protruding pubic bone, it's something much more intriguing.

We start kissing, tentatively at first but soon our tongues are exploring each other, whilst our hands decide to follow suit. I stroke my hands down her perfect, tight, tanned body and instinctively grab her perfect tiny ass. We're still kissing passionately, her hands in my hair. I'm an ass guy through and through, but my hands are wanting to leave the absolutely perfectly pert bottom they're holding because there's something else I know is around front and for the first time in my life I find myself hungry for cock.

I've never touched another cock before, but my hand has a mind of it's own as it delves inside her tiny bikini and suddenly I'm holding a rigid, smooth cock in one hand and a perfect girl's perfect ass cheek in the other. I think I've found heaven.

I start to stroke her cock gently, enjoying the slippery pre-cum which is lubing her throbbing head and her firm shaft in my hand. I'm not thinking any more, I'm just doing whatever feels right in the moment. I don't think I've ever been more present in my life. I release myself from our passionate kissing and without thinking, I tell her I want to suck her. My own cock is now standing rigidly to attention and is definitely with the programme.

I take a moment to drink her in with my eyes all over again and can't believe I'm with such a perfect, tanned little goddess and I'm holding her lovely rigid cock in my hand.

We get naked and I lie down on the double bed and then she gets on the other way, swings her leg over and all I can see is her perfect tiny ass, her beautiful, tight and tiny asshole and her very tasty looking cock dangling down towards me as I feel her take my own cock in her lovely, lovely mouth, she even smells amazing so close to my face.

With an appreciative moan, it's time for me to learn on the job. I eagerly take her cock in my mouth and simply do what I know feels good to me. She gives a sexy appreciative moan of her own and soon we're hungrily sucking, sliding and licking each other into heaven. I could've happily stayed doing that forever. It felt like all my confusion was gone, all the second-guessing and self-doubt evaporated away. She stops sucking my cock for a moment and says "Are you sure you haven't done this before...?", I enjoy the compliment, assure her it's my first time and get straight back into loving the feel of her cock in my mouth.

Now, in the absence of a lover who's onto oral or anal, my own self-play has involved dildos at both ends. Intrigued to see what it feels like for all the porn girls I've watched taking cocks up their asses and down their throat, I've become quite accomplished at both.

So I push my mouth deeper onto her cock and let it slide into and down my throat until my lips are around her smoothly shaved balls. The moan she lets out makes me want to smile, if I was only able to. Soon I'm throating her hard knob and shaft for all I'm worth while she does the same to my rigid cock. We're both breathless, slippery and making lovely noises as we hungrily throat fuck each other. Okay, now I'm in heaven.

In my head there's no male partner here at all, I'm simply with an absolutely beautiful girl who happens to have her cock down my throat. I release and tell her to fuck my throat, tilting my head back against the bed to get the right angle as she goes for it, really thrusting down my throat whilst still sucking my cock deliciously and moaning appreciatively. God I never want to leave this room.

After a few minutes we both need to take a breath. She guides me to the edge of the bed, still lying on my back. She lifts up my legs, looks at my ass, makes an appreciative comment and before I know it she's licking my sensitive ass and probing it with her beautiful tongue. Scratch the previous comments, this is heaven! I lie back and enjoy the feeling and sensitivity of a stunning girl feeding on my ass. Holy fuck.

After a little while she comes up for air, I sit up and take her in a passionate kiss, loving where her pretty mouth has been, tasting my own muskiness as our tongues dance. Bending forwards I give her still rigid cock some more sucking before she goes and gets the lube.

Condom on (shame but, I guess...), lubes her cock, lies me back down, has me lift up and spread my legs and then she lubes my ass and before I know it her hard cock is knocking at my back door. The feeling as my first real cock slides slowly inside my ass is amazing, better than any dildo. I'm filled and fulfilled as I use my feet to pull her all the way in up to her balls. Fucking YES!!! I tell her she's my first real cock and she smiles, before lifting up my feet and starting to fuck my little ass deep and smooth and lovely. Apart from all the amazing feelings and the view of this stunning angel fucking me, I get to enjoy the slippery sounds of someone fucking my ass for the first time. NOW I'm in heaven!!!

I lie back and just soak in all the sensations and the view as I'm fucked to the hilt by a little beautiful goddess.

She's moaning with appreciation as I tell her to fuck me hard and deep, loving the feeling of her cock pushing deep inside my virgin ass. Fuck, fuck, fuckety-FUCK I'm actually doing all these things I've dreamt of with someone so perfect.

She wants to take me doggy style so I assume the position as she opens up my slippery ass with her hard cock once more. I mimic the shape and pose I know I'd want a girl to make in that position, lowering my upper body to the bed and thrusting my ass into the air. Now she fucks me hard and fast and I'm loving it, only wishing she could go deeper, stretch me wider, but her cock is plenty, pounding my ass to heaven.

I don't want her to cum yet as I have other plans for that so she eases out of me, take off the condom and moans as I just have to wrap my mouth around the cock which was just in my ass. I eagerly suck and throat it balls deep. Heaven.

I tell her I want to lick her ass and she gets on the edge of the bed on all fours, a view to die for, as her tiny tight anus dares me to kiss it. Soon I'm licking it and pushing my tongue inside her tight, sweet smelling ass for all I'm worth. I feel like I'd crawl in there if I could! Her moans tell me she likes my tongue and I certainly like having her little ass wrapped around it. Complete. Heaven. Soon I remember she has a beautiful cock and I reach for it, gently stroking it, slippery with the spare lube in her balls from fixing my ass. Her moans rise another level at the combined assault of my tongue fucking and slippery cock stroking.

She tells me she wants to ride me, lays me down on my back and straddles me before sliding a condom (oh well...) down my rigid shaft and lubing me up. She reaches back to lube her ass (a sight and anticipation I'll never forget), then climbs on and starts to lower her tight, slippery asshole onto the throbbing head of my cock. I can feel the stretch as she slowly takes the head of my cock inside, that perfect moment of pleasure and pain, before the head of my hard cock slides gently in as her tight ass eases over it, squeezing my shaft tightly as she takes all of me deep into her perfect, perfect ass. HOLY, FUCK! Having been watching my cock go into her I look up and the sight I see is one I will never, ever forget. A girl who is perfect by my standards is looking into my eyes with lust, having just eased my full erection right up to the balls into her tight, tight, perfect ass.

Just when I think I've died and literally gone to heaven I look down and remember that this oh so special girl comes with a special extra. As she starts to ride my rigid cock in and out of her tight ass I reach down to stroke her amazingly hard cock, still loving the novelty of feeling someone else's shaft in my hand. I tell her I wish I could suck her while she fucks me, even though it's physically impossible it's what I want to do more than anything.

The sight of her riding me to the hilt, the feel of her hard cock as I stroke it and her stunning, tanned, slender body and beautiful face, eyes sharing the lust with mine. That sight and feeling is (thankfully) unforgettable. I honestly think if she'd proposed to me in that moment I'd have said YES!!

I tell her I want to taste her cum (I know! But Prep...), I like the taste of my own after all, and she takes her cock in her hand, stroking it whilst riding her tight ass down onto my strong cock. Her ass so tight around me it's amazing. I can see the orgasm rising in her, maintaining eye contact as she thrusts her perfect ass down on me, squeezing my shaft time after time. Soon she can't wait any longer and she slips her ass off me, moves so her cock is by my mouth and I take it in just as she cums, shuddering with the sensitivity of her cock cumming in my mouth. I try to hold her cum in my mouth because I want to taste it, but one or both of us instinctively pushes her pulsing cock down my throat as it unloads her cum in me. I pull back, wanting to keep some cum to taste and I delight in her taste in my mouth as I keep sucking her dry. Tastes like heaven.

I remembered one of her Reddit posts talked about sharing her cum, so, wishing I still had more of it to give I pull her into a passionate kiss, our tongues slipping around each other as we both try to enjoy her taste as much as we can before it's gone. The best kiss of my life.

Eventually the kiss has to end and she lies against me, gently stroking my cock in her hand as I run my hand up and down her perfectly smooth back and ass. At this point with the benefit of hindsight I should have done more, but the bliss of the moment just shared blanked my thoughts. I should have fucked her tiny tight ass dog style, shot my hot cum over her little gape and then locked her clean. But I didn't think of that. Instead, hoping she might reciprocate what I'd just done (I know! - but Prep! maybe?!...) so I removed the condom from her riding me and stroked myself to peaking (something I should also have asked her to do for me, I'm so used to a partner who's cock-shy I'd forgotten you don't always have to do it yourself). I let her know I was going to come (moment of slight disappointment when it became obvious she wasn't going to take my load, but I understand). I half hoped she'd lick it up and give it to me in another cum kiss but again, understandable that she wouldn't. But she wiped me clean nicely. We kissed some more, such a good kisser! I wanted to start all over again and would've been happy never to leave that room to be honest. I think I was in danger of falling in love! But I knew I had to go.

Dressed, kissed goodbye shared some lovely compliments and walked back to my hotel, realising that we'd used up the whole hour and slightly more.

Definitely the highlight of my sexual life, the most stunning and beautiful lover I've ever had, memories I will relive forever and as I walked back past all the "normal" people who hadn't been lucky enough to have the incredible hour I'd just had I grinned all the way back, proud of myself for being brave enough let myself go. I felt it was OK to be me, with my kinks (some still remaining, but plenty proven to be fucking amazing) and my quirks and my secrets.

I just needed to tell someone! So I hope you enjoyed my little documentary of my Sunday, maybe it turned you on and you got off on it. I'm certainly going to. If there is a petite, slim, pretty trap in London/UK who would like to repeat or build on my first experience, maybe be my lover feel free to get in touch and we can see if we like the look of each other. Right now, I think I need to go have another wank... xxx