Okay, so, for starters, I had a pretty sheltered life, growing up on a ranch while being homeschooled, so I don't have much socialization experience, especially on the intimate level. But yesterday I had my mind absolutely blown, I messaged a cute girl on /r/t4t since she was in my state and looking for peopleto be horny with, but I didn't really expecting anything to come of it. As it turns out though, she was only an hour away, and kinda cute! So after I took a bit to make up my mind, and drove over, but she was so much more beautiful in person when I got there!

We spent the entire time fucking our brains out, cuddling, sucking, rimming, worshipping eachothers bodies😌 She pulled my hair, slapped my face, choked me with one hand, clawed my back, put hickeys on my neck, and I absolutely loved it, thanking her for every spank and slap!

I bought molly for the first time the other day, and her, her roomate, and I split it, letting me roll for the first time, and the good times flowed from there! The cuddles felt amazing, the red mood lights made her look so beautiful, the music on the tv sounded heavenly, I could look up and admire her smile while I layed my head on her chest, we had comfortable silence, we casually played with eachother the rest of the night while watching tv...

It was amazing, and I really really needed that socialization and intimacy, because I was so lonely I was close to a breaking point. But now that I have it, and they want to meet up again, I feel so calm, happy, content, like a gigantic weight has been lifted off of my shoulders. I don't have to worry about her since she's only an hour away, I can tell she likes me back, she enjoys my company, I can hardly believe it, usually some of the things I'm worried about most in relationships, I'm not worried about with her. I just really hope we're actually clicking, everytime something amazing like this happens to me, it's ripped away too soon before it becomes longterm, and it gives me heartache