Its been almost exactly 3 months and everything is going pretty well, not in pain, able to move, feel normal again. I'm orgasmic, I've cum 5 times but its always an hour of trying and I need to be SO turned on, like almost out of my mind turned on. I get really really close otherwise, I have had so many sessions where i'm RIGHT at the edge and just can't get pushed over and its frustrating. I used to be a 2-3 day kind of person and now I'm like once a week and its really hurting my mental health.

Do I just need to wait longer? When does penetration become pleasureful (it just feels like full). All my orgasms right now are clitoral btw.

Maybe I'm trying too often? Like once or twice a day right now? I have SO many toys and I"ve tried every possible configuration. I don't know, I was excited to explore and learn to cum again but this is killing me.