I hate my life im trans but not out. Im maried and have a child. If i come.out as trans i will loose everything my job my wife my kid. Everything i worked so hard for would be gone. My wife knows i "crossdress" and she hates it and everything to do with it she says "im not atracted to girls" i wake up everyday and hate that i cant dress the way i feel i should. When i look in the mirror i cry sometimes because its like a stranger looking back at me. I dont know what to do its killing me inside. I just want to live life feminine and i cant. I feel so stuck and i know people are gonna say "well if she doesn't support you she doesn't love you" but i feel thats not true i know she loves me and i love her so much. Im so lost it hurts