Before my gp gave me my first injection yesterday (I've been on gel for 2 months prior this) she asked me if I get second thoughts about it. I said "Yes, of course I do, even now 2 months in I still sometimes question myself and check in occasionally", I meant this as in "No I'm not diving head first into this without healthy questioning, I am not doing this on a whim", I also mentioned the main reason is because i fear my family will reject me once my voice drops but I think she took it as I was questioning even being on T still. She told me "I've seen many people who go into this and in the in-between phase of it, it's been literally hell for them. You probably won't know what I mean till you get there, but life is not easy in that stage of transition/people who dont fully transition."

What does this even mean?

Dr Z PHD said "it's healthy and normal to second guess" and that Everyone does it from time to time, and that whatever level of transition I need is normal. Is my GP a little... idk.. wrong? Or just concerned for my health, she said she wasn't by any means trying to stop me or anything... idk

**note: she also said that kids who have been through traumatic upbringings (me) can latch onto stuff like this. I told her that even before I went through the trauma I felt this way, since I was about 5 years old.