Heto na nga, since bumenta naman yung last post ko kahit papano, sundan ko na sya. Im bored rin kasi holiday and wala akong awra so I'll just direct my energy into reminiscing my previous shenanigans hahaha.

1. EDSA guy

Ayun na nga, guy no. 2! I think mga 3 months to after guy no. 1. Lahat ng to ay nangyari within my hoe phase last year, and narealize ko na sis, Sahara dessert pala ang 2024 ko so far 🥲, namimitak na ang balat ng lupa sa kawalan ng ulan at dilig, chareng. Anyway ayun na nga. Actually same rin eksena nitong guy no. 2 kay guy no. 1 in a sense that (IN A SENSE THAT?!? char) parehas ko silang na meet thru omegle (RIP talaga hays). Its one of those spontaneous nights where the night is young, and I'll never get this younger, and the possibilities are endless, so let's suck some dick. Charot!

Eto na nga, wala nang kimi kimi, so ayun nga same eksena, nag chat kami and nagkayayaan, then nag VC. Sakto lang hitsura ni guy no. 2: very average, may cute sides pero nothing too makalaglag ng panty. Ayun mabilisang whole body shave at douche ulit si akez as usual then nag angkas papuntang centris. Bumaba ako sa nearby mcdo and lumakad papunta sa 7 11 na meetup point namin. Ayern na sight ko na sya and we said hi, just like before, hindi rin sya kasing gwapo than he was sa video chat huhu, siguro ganon talaga camera effect lol. actually at that time medyo pumasok sa isip ko na umuwi nalang kasi sis wala talagang sparks akong nararamdaman pero I thought na ang kupal ko naman if I do that, and Im already here so might as well just get it over with. At saka, hindi lang rin naman pure looks ang ine enjoy ko sa sex. For me, its like a performance, a service, and ikinatutuwa ng ego ko if I can make a person feel good in bed. Ganown, char!

So ayun na nga bumili na ko ng maliit na mouthwash and tubig at condom sa 7 eleven habang nagchichikahan kami, at this point parang routine na talaga yung ganto lol. Medyo nanliliit ako kasi matangkad talaga si guy, and he told me na 6 footer sya when I asked. Medyo may bading accent sya na similar dun sa friend ko na bading lol so medj lowkey akala ko bading talaga sya. Anyway ayun na nga may dala syang motor na pinuslit nya lang daw galing sa kuya nya kasi di nya daw feel yung kotse tonight, so round two akes ng angkasan ride and nag waze na kami papuntang sogo, sabi ko sogo edsa pero we somehow ended up sa NORTH EDSA lol. Anyway, naenjoy ko yung part na binaybay namin yung EDSA at 1 am habang nakaangkas ako sa likod ng motor nya lol I was having my Lana del rey ride moment. Sobrang comfy lang namin and chika chika lang on the way, hence the moniker of the guy.

Ayurn nakarating na kami sa sogo and di nya pa alam san magpa park so nagtanong pa ko sa loob and sinamahan ko pa sya lol such a baby girl. I learned later that night na bunso sya so it makes sense haha. Hindi ko na tanda kung sino nagbayad lol it could be anyone or split kami pero I remember na yung 10 hours ang inavail namin kasi may special promo that time. Ayun we went up to the room and this time, Im a lot more comfortable than the last guy and this time I know exactly what I want na: Malalang kantot at romansa, hahaha. I told myself I'll just go all the way and enjoy as much as I can, so this time, ako talaga yung nag lead, I tried casually doing small talk with him about our sexual experiences to break the ice and I learned na engineering graduate sya like me and may work pa sya sa kolsenerrr nang maaga the next day. Sobrang na intriga talaga ko dun sa bading accent nya so I just straight up asked kung anong sexual orientation nya and sabi naman nya na straight talaga sya pero lagi raw talaga sya napapagkamalang gay because of the way he speaks. Ako naman is walang pake satru lang and I was just really curious.

The next thing we did was nag shower kami. Akala ko nagets nya na I meant shower together pero tinanong nya sino mauuna lol and sabi ko una na sya hahaha pero eventually pumasok ako kasi walang hiya ako, charot. Ayun nagshower kami and ang sarap nung steamy and hot water. Sinabon ko nang todo buong katawan nya para pwede kong kainin lahat mamaya charot. He is really tall and may pagka chubby build, very typical dad bad, balbon, and sis, ang liit ng tite huhu. Definitely mas malaki yung sakin 🙈 pero ilang na ilang sya and I can see na hindi nya talaga niwa-wander yung line of sight nya sa may genital area ko lol. Nilinis ko rin thoroughly yung tite nya kasi syempre you shouldnt put dirty things in your mouth, char. Ayun sinabon nya rin katawan ko, rubbing it all over and nilamas lamas yung A-B cup ko na suso and ang sarap non shet. Sobrang nanliliit ako compared to him kasi 5'4" lang ako and very petite body talaga.

Eventually lumipat na yung init from the water to him, I felt him get more aggressive and he started kissing me torridly. Medyo na surprise ako pero pumatol nalang talaga ako and matched his energy. We were basically eating each others faces lol. Eventually binaba ko yung halik ko sa leeg nya, then sa tenga, then sa chest and sa utong nya, which is nakalubog lol tinanong ko if he can feel anything there and sabi nya wala daw talaga haha pero wala akong pake and dirediretso lang ako pagsungkit gamit dila sa burried nyang utong determined na I can unearth it and make him feel something hahaha. Then pababa na ako ng pababa and down his beer belly and kiniss and dinila-dilaan ko down his happy trail, then sinubo ko na tite nya. Kain lahat pati betlog. I think mga 4 inches lang talaga tite nya pero its good cus that means I can take it all easily with minimal gagging. I told him to fuck my face. I was feeling myself very much at that moment and performance level talaga binigay ko hahaha I maintained eye contact the whole time and sobrang daming pa tease like showing him my tongue, licking the underside of his dick with it flat and slapping it, and wrapping my lips around his cock sideways and everything. Ayun within 1 minute ata pinapa slow down nya na ko kasi ang sarap daw and I can see na parang magpapassout na sya from his eyes lol. So ayun I brought it down a notch pero within another minute lalabsan na daw sya lol. Nag agree ako na iputok sa mouth ko, which is first time kong naexperience non. I kept his cock inside my mouth the whole time he was cumming and sobrang init at ang alat ng tamod nya lol. I didnt swallow and showed his cum swishing inside my mouth then ni spit ko nung di na sya nakatingin hahaha. We kissed for a bit more and dried ourselves off and lied on the bed and burried under the sheets

Ayun chill lang kami sa bed, he was just cuddling me and rubbing me all over my body then eventually he started kissing me again and playing with my nipples. Then he started kissing me all over my neck and ears, then bumaba sa nipples ko. BEH! halos mag 360 yung mata ko sa tirik sa sarap 😩. Ang warm and ang soft nung mouth nya and diniladilaan nya lang yung nipples ko eh first time ko ma experience yung ganon. sobrang sarap pala! i cant describe it good enough kung gano kasarap. Hanggang ngayon yon ata second favorite kong gawin sa sex. Feeling ko babaeng babae ko. Take note na baby trans ako and mga 1.5 years palang ako transitioning that time so andami talagang firsts and never pang nalaro ng ganon yung dede ko na nag bud sa hormones.

Ayun mga one hour ata kami na foreplay foreplay lang. Akala ko bababa pa from my nipples pero hanggang dun lang rin. I asked him if kung gusto nya ko i try chupain pero ayaw nya talaga pero I convinced him na i handjob nalang ako so ayun jinakol nya and okay naman, masarap sya pinisil pisil nya and jinakol nang may pagka-OA sa bilis sabi ko nang pabiro para naman tong ngayon lang nakahawak ng tite dahan dahan lang?? Ako naman is hindi na talaga nilalabasan gawa ng hormones pero masarap sya, parang kumbaga giant clit lang yung anes ko na nilalaro nya and napapaiktad ako here and there kasi sobrang sensitive nya.

Hindi ko na rin matandaan masyado yung details kasi dalawang beses kaming nag hookup and nag be-blend nalang talaga sa memory ko yung dalawa. Basta tanda ko we did it in a lot of positions: doggy, missionary, cowgirl, you name it, and with many rounds, as in pinakang mababa na yung nakaka 4 rounds kami per hookup. Pero I remember na ang pinakang nasarapan ako is yung cowgirl, as in feeling ko saktong sakto yung maliit na tite nya for me. Hindi sya masakit kasi it doesnt hit that painful part when it goes too deep inside the ass, so pure pleasure lang talaga. Medyo girthy naman sya so feel ko talaga yung fullness inside my ass. Ramdam na ramdam ko yung paglabas pasok ng tite nya sa loob ko while na-stimulate yung G-spot(prostate) ko, yung para bagang maiihi ka and masarap sya basta I cant explain it, and on top of that pa, nags-slap pa yung tite ko sa tummy nya while Im bouncing up and down on him so nastitimulate rin sya, tapos ako pa may kontrol sa rythym at pace kasi ako on top and GIRRRLLL!!! im telling ya'll hands down yun talaga pinakang earth shattering sex experience ko ever, like hindi talaga ko nago-OA when I say na para kong nasa langit in those moments. Sobrang sarap nya! Alam mo yung feeling na all of these sensations nagsasabay sabay and ramdam mo talaga yung tite nya going in and out of you, stretching your ass, and alam mo rin how good it feels on his side so parang Telepatia by Kali Uchis talaga mga sis ganon! and beh I cannot describe it enough kung gano kasarap yon.

We just stayed in that position for a long time kasi nga we both liked it and may pagka lazy rin sya, and pang apat na round na rin yun and I know na hindi na talaga sya agad agad lalabasan and pure pleasure nalang rin talaga for him like I can see it in his eyes na parang nagzozone out nalang rin sya at macocomatose sa sarap hahaha. And he keeps letting me know as in minumura nya lang ako gently kesyo tangina ang sarap ko daw ganyan tas yung titig nya sakin while sarap na sarap sya sis nakakaproud hahaha. Pero most of the time pikit talaga sya at todo ungol lang. Ganon lang kami for an hour and parang na transport talaga kami sa ibang dimension at that moment and parehas kaming hypnotized. Alternate lang ako ng isang dire-diretsong bounce sa kanya, then rest a bit pag napagod at nagsawa then chika chika then halikan ganyan then konting biruan, then bounce ulit and repeat lang again and again. Sobrang nagsasabay yung rhythm namin as in parang in sync na yung pag kayod ko sa kanya saka yung pag baon nya ng tite nya as deep as he can inside me. Uli ulit lang nang ganon until I reached my climax, and beh, at that point nung nag orgasm ako sumisigaw na talaga ko wala na kong pake kung sino makakarinig. Tapos sumabay pa sya mag climax sakin, I think we reached nirvana at that moment. At that point parang I just evaporated and turned into a beam of pure energy and the universe flashed before my eyes. Chariz! 😭 I wish nag o-OA lang ako pero Im not. Sobrang sarap talaga, if di ko pa sya na mention enough hahahaha. At that point I dont give a fuck anymore and sa sobrang sarap tinanggal ko na yung condom without a single thought and I went full bareback on him (PLEASE DONT DO THIS!!) and girl, yung sarap kanina na I thought is sagad na, may isasarap pa pala hahaha. I can tell na tuwang tuwa at sarap na sarap sya, aaaaand eventually he creampied inside me. After that he disappeared and hindi ko na sya nakita ulit lol.

Pero wa-eme, hindi echos yun, that was the last time we saw each other talaga kasi after that second hookup, ni block nya na ko. Nakuha na siguro ang gusto nya, ang aking puri, CHAROT! Na breed nya na ko hahaha eme. Actually, ako yung unang nag-block, kasi after nung first hookup namin, I blocked him talaga agad kasi wala akong balak to do it more than once with a single person talaga, kasi nga i know na marupok ako and mabilis ma-attach and I really dont want it to get to that point. Eh he was sweet rin naman kasi, like actually I enjoy cuddling with him kasi ang laki ng chest nya hehe saka he always gives me forehead kisses when we are fucking or chilling in bed. I kinda melt with that.

Then one day, I unblocked him, then he messaged me and nagsend sya sakin ng mga tiktok pics ng couples na nagka-cuddle and being intimate with each other saka may caption na, ito sana tayo ngayon, tas nag ooffer na sunduin nya ko for a fuck lol may pa 🥺 emoji pa. Ako naman busy makipaglandian with other guys that time so inignore ko lang, and block ulit lol. Then one night I got so lonely again and I had no one else na talaga so I said fuck it and unblocked him again and hit him up.

Ayun pinuntahan nya ko and sinundo ako sa cubao. Kaso, puno ata non sa sogo aurora hahaha ewan ko anong meron nung gabing yun. So nag drive kami papuntang sogo Timog, yung drive thru, pero sobrang mahal pala sa ganon so sabi ko dun nalang ulit sa last time sa north edsa so drive na naman kami pabalik. Lahat talaga ng branch ng sogo sabi ko, kakantotan ko. charot. Forda passenger princess ako habang nakapatong kamay nya sa legs ko sa passenger seat while chika lang ako ng chika. Sabi ko napapanlaw ako sa apartment magisa kaya I met up with him. Tas di ko na matandaan yung exact dialogue pero he was trying to be very sweet the entire time and ako naman is trying my best to turn it down and maging bitchesa, in my mind di ko rin alam bat ni break ko yung ONS rule ko sa kanya.

Di ko na rin maalala if first or second hookup pero at some point he said to me na "Kung hindi raw ako trans, liligawan nya na ko", normally baka sampalin ko yung gago na yun pag sinabihan ako ng ganon as in super turn off talaga pero at that time sarap na sarap ata ako to the point na I just brushed it off and deadma malala nalang. Sabi nga sa song ng paramore, thats what you get when you let your dick win. Eme! Jusko, just goes to show how much I enjoyed sex with him.

Ayun in summary, hindi ko talaga inexpect pero sya talaga pinakang nasarapan ako na ka sex kahit maliit tite nya and hindi masyadong pogi at kagandahan ang katawan. I also realized na ang "boyfriend dick" (google nyo nalang kasi may meaning to) is yung tite nya talaga hahaha, or at least mga 4 inches and mataba. Also, pahabol na memories: naalala ko sobrang laki ng size difference namin talaga kaya minsan binubuhat nya ko lol, sabi ko i try namin yung kantutin nya ko habang binubuhat pero sobrang may pag ka lazy top talaga sya so di nya ginawa 🙄. Ako talaga naging active and dominant sa mga hookups namin. Saka I remember I did this thing with him where nag chichill lang kami nakatalukbong ng kumot tas I went under the sheets and gave him a blowjob hahaha. Sabi ko stay still lang sya and wag nya tanggalin yung kumot while I dive underneath. Sarap na sarap sya and init na init ako sa ilalim hahaha. .

Also, just to clarify. Isang beses ko lang ginawa yung unprotected sex and I already got my HIV tests and negative naman sya thankfully. Please always practice safe sex!!

Ayun lang sana nagenjoy kayo noh kasi it really takes some time rin pala to write long ass stories like this hahaha. Ciao.