I’m mostly just venting…

I had to stop taking testosterone 6 months in to taking it because of a mental health situation I was dealing with. Now, I’m back home and have contacted my doctor (through planned parenthood) about a follow-up appointment in order to make sure that I’m clear to continue. Unfortunately, that appointment can’t be until late December.

I’m just worried about all of the lost progress, and a part of me has the urge to just start again with what I have left over just so I don’t completely backpedal… but I know better than that. I dEFINITELY don’t want to fuck anything up.

Has anyone else had to deal with something like this? Any advice?