As you may have seen, I’m newly accepting of being trans. And when I say accepting I mean I’m ok with the notion. But has anyone struggled with feeling like this is all surreal? Like, I’m ok with my body, minus the fat lol, and I’m also ok with being trans. But I struggle in my head because I’m not naturally feminine. Mannerisms aren’t usually feminine, seeing all these beautiful girls on here that talk about how they hated their bodies, or how it was do or die, I just don’t feel like that. Would I be happy if I were born female? Yes. Am I ok with what I was born as? Yes. I feel like transitioning physically isn’t really a possibility for me due to my work and personal fears. But has anyone fought with themselves so hard? Every other day I feel like I’m trying convince myself one way or the other. I’m conflicted and it almost hurts! Lol any advice would be greatly appreciated and experiences similar to mine would be nice to hear. 39 yes old for reference if that helps.
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