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October 3rd marked one year on hormones and… we’re not holding up well.
Second marriage is ending, soon-to-be-ex wife just told me it’s been “very difficult” to see me as a woman, house is disintegrating, finances are hemorrhaging, I can’t remember the last day I didn’t cry, and just for good measure I’m suddenly getting curb stomped by dysphoria. Sir’d twice today and I just shrugged like “yeah, that makes sense”. Sure wish I could see well enough to do my own makeup 🥰
I feel like I’m falling into the darkness, like I was a fool for ever thinking I could be happy… I don’t want to leave the house until I can afford FFS which, yes, I’m aware obviously sounds insane.
I hate making posts like this, I know I’m throwing a pity party. I just feel so alone right now and could use… something.
Thank you for coming to my Ted Talk. Love you all.
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