Nsfw bc murder trigger warning) (first context) My mother (who I still love so don't be too mean in Comments) threatened and was (apparently) going to kill me bc she thought I smoked a cigarette (I didn't) thankfully she believed me after I got another family member (who is isn't blood related but still family) to tell her that it was there's (bc it was and we didn't even know there where home so thats why she thought it was me) anyway so the reason why I said all that (on a subreddit for trans help) is bc of what follows this interaction so after she decides not to kill me bc the actual person who smoke said it was there's we have a talk about how she shouldn't have gotten so work up which led to her blaming me bc sense I lie about me dressing up as a woman (I'm mtf) she can't trust me on anything (I lie and hide me being trans bc she's transphobic and it makes her sick) and during all of this she took my keys and said she bought me the car so she can take it) and she threatened to kick me out (I live with her for free so she can kick me out and I'm over 18 so I am a adult) so all that running threw my head freaked me out, then she took a breath and an adviel (not sponsored) thwn she decided to give me my keys back. She still is upset about me dressing up and told me she's going to preach how wrong and sinful I am (were both Christian) for dressing like a woman and told me I'm going to "rot in hell" bc of this when ever she can. Anyway now that you know the context I need help bc idk what to do I'm unemployed looking for a job that can pay me enough to move out (would need at least 15 an hour and that's crunching the numbers) but can't find any close enough I only have 100 dollars to my name (I'm saving ofc but I have a phone bill and car insurance that come out automatically) and my mom is to the point where if I make one wrong fem move I'm on the street with no car no home and she sell all my stuff and keep the money. Sooo if you have advice on what I should do next ofc get a job (but like can you name business that I can apply to) sorry for the big long text (that's type poorly I'm bad at typing/text so sorry if I don't respond quickly)(I also have a really bad headache rn yay 💀) if you have questions for me feel free to ask I'll try to answer what I can (I know I probably left stuff out or said something wrong lol)