I’ve read stories about people losing it all. Never thought it would happen to me. I don’t know how to feel right now. I have no idea what to do I’m straight up lost. I was leverage trading got greedy thought I could make back what I lost and it’s gone. All of it. I have $.74 in my trading account. I hope no one ever has to experience what I just went through because this is genuinely one of the worst feelings if not the worst I have ever had. Knowing that I just let myself do that is almost unbearable. If anyone has recommendations on how to get over this please let me know. I’m actually in tears for the first time in about 7 years. I can’t believe it I hate myself so much. I don’t know what I’m going to tell my wife, she’s going to leave me. This wasn’t a joint account or anything but we were supposed to use this money for real life stuff. Now I have basically nothing.