Just kinda sucks ngl. When I have good days and only tic a few bouts I have to convince myself I'm not just faking it. When I have bad days and am constantly ticcing to the point of constant pain and frustration, I break down wishing I was just faking it so that I could make it stop.

I'm in line to see a neurologist, and God it can't go any faster. I'm hoping that when I see the neurologist they can teach me some tricks on keeping up a good mental state of being while dealing with all this, and hell maybe they can even refer me to a counselor so that I can talk out all my frustrations.

My heart goes out to all people with tics, this sh*t sucks but we'll all make it through to the other end someway or another 👊❤