I have happily bottoming for years but for last year or so I've been curious to top. I lost my virginity at 17. We flipped twice the same day. It was then that I learned that I only last a few seconds when I top. I have also had insecurities about my size. I usually have just defaulted to bottoming because it just plain feels amazing . So I found a guy that prefers guys with smaller dicks. He had never bottomed before. I have topped three times with this guy. It does feel great and he has liked it. As a bottom, i have alway loved that first pop as the tip slides past my sphincter. I especially liked when my head slipped past his sphincter. Because I have learned over the years what I like, I figured put I can compensate by using my fingers too. I've wanted to tell someone for a while. Thanks for listening.