Omg so yesterday this guy came over we watched a romance movie in my living room and then I jokingly asked him to pull his dick out and he did so I did what any logical person would do and I sucked it and he stayed for a couple of hours after a walk in the park we came home and watched a movie, to make a long story short I got him horny and he fucked me anyways he came in my ass and and when he pulled out he had shit on his dick like my worst nightmare I apologised like crazy and he said it was fine and went to clean up, it’s not that I didn’t douche because I did I thought I did everything right and then he said that he was fine with bj for now but he doesn’t know if he wants to fuck again. So I’m upset and I want to show him that he can have normal sex with me but I just don’t know if there’s something else to help prep myself?