I recently came to terms with my bisexuality in the past few years but I’ve known for a long time that I was into men in some way (10 years). Even when I was about 8 or 9 I’d have dreams about men in underwear and have sexual fantasies about the men in my life, and this continued on for my whole childhood. I liked girls a lot too but I’d still get horny at sleepovers, the locker room and often watched gay porn.

Just as many straight kids fantasize about older women, I was addicted to the idea of an older man, so much so that I’d almost only masturbate to bears daddies and grandpas even when I was only 11. I would fr practice sucking dick on a banana and still denied I was bisexual 😭

As I got older I started accepting my gay side more and even hooked up with a 27 year old when I turned 18 and loved it.

Now I’m in college and need help finding older guys to fuck or date because I’m still closeted and don’t plan on coming out. How does a bottom bi guy like me find a man? Any other bi guys in my situation can reach out if you’d like I’d love to talk