Hey so I(16M, yeah maybe too young to be worrying about this) have been kinda "struggling"? i wouldn't know how to say it exactly but it's just like i can't fall in love or any emotion at all yeah i feel happiness being with my friends or something but besides than that i barely feel anything and i don't know what i could do, for example i had an ex where when i was in the relationship i didn't feel the typical "butterflies" or happiness by thinking of her or something i was just like"oh yeah her" and if i felt something was just when she dumped me and i think it was just cause i didn't want go back to loneliness (gotta say that most of my life i was lonely, didn't had any friends in elementary school, and my first two years of high school [14-15]i barely talked to anyone and i would just see how everyone else had their group of friends or couple and i ended "giving up" on thinking I'd have that) also idk wht in general barely feel anything if for example something good happens is just like "oh okay" or if it's bad it's just like i would cry some days to it and then don't feel anything about that also gotta say that when i was 14 i met a girl that did love bombing for 2 weeks and then ghosted me for months so idk if that info might be necessary so I'd like to know if any of you have any advice of what i could do about this to be more "emotional" or anything or don't have that "problem" of not being able to fall in love

ps:sorry for long text ps2: forget to say this very important but i have autism (diagnosed) and when i got the diagnosis they told me i have difficulty talking to other people and expressing my emotions/feelings so yeah it's probably that so is there anything i could do about it?