The thought of getting pregnant makes me nauseous, but I’m also scared to try birth control because doctor’s appointments always scare me and I’m worried about possible side effects. The only method I’m using rn is condoms, and my partner is very good about putting one on every time, but I worry that’s not enough. Truthfully I don’t ever want to get pregnant and part of me wants to get a tubal ligation or something permanent, but the thought of having surgery is especially scary to me and I don’t even like typing it out. Even though I know realistically that would still be less invasive than pregnancy. Idk I guess I just wanted to vent here, idk if anyone else has similar issues.