Hey all. My name’s Sam, 24m Lee-leaning switch. I’ve been an off and on member of the community for four years now, sometimes very on, and sometimes very off. And that’s what I want to apologize about.

I’ve seen people lament getting ghosted, and it sucks, it’s happened to me. But I’ve done it several times before, even though I know it’s a shitty thing to do. This is not an excuse, but I grew up in a very religious household and still live in America’s Bible Belt, so I very easily fall into this rhythm of wanting to explore my love for tickling, make friends, RP, only for immense guilt to build for a few weeks and then I feel the need to cut these “evil” thoughts out of my life.

Maybe others can relate. And like I said, it’s not an excuse, just a factor. So I wanted to give an apology to anyone I’ve affected, and ask for advice on how to eliminate some of this guilt I’ve been carrying since I was like, 5 years old, lol. Thanks, and have a good one!