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As I stare down at my clawless hands, I ask - why does it hurt so much? Why? Why has the universe cursed me with this form? This horrid, mammalian body - without wings, without a tail, without even scales. I just want to know why. Why does it hurt so much that I was born into a body like this? Why couldn't I have been born as a dragoness? Why does it hurt so much that I wasn't?
Why do I need something so impossible?
Every time I think of what it would feel like to be a dragon, a real dragon, a part of me starts to feel like the life I have simply isn't worth living. I feel like I'm going insane, like my very soul is on fire - it all just hurts so fucking much. And it's never going to stop.
I was never meant to be human, and I want the pain to stop.
When I feel like that, I try to think that maybe there's a reason for us existing like this. Like ambassadors, maybe. It still feels awkward being stuck like this, but at least... maybe I can do something good for my wild brethren? I don't know why dragons would send an ambassador to human kind, but, if you're spiritually inclined maybe there is a reason.
Anyway, I sympathise.
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