I've known about Therians for a while. I considered I might be one, but I didn't have any proof. Just a longing to be something else. But that might be my Dysphoria.

I've avoided calling myself Therian cause it just didn't feel right. And the people in my life HATE Therians. I feel silly saying I actually feel like this animal over a human...

But I do...

So anyway, I was playing Mice Tea and something just snapped in me... I feel something like Dysphoria now... I would know Dysphoria too, as I'm trans. I feel like I am wrong, and I feel like I am not entirely human...

I feel ears and a tail and lil fuzzy fur. It's driving me insane...

I so badly want to accept this part of me, but I don't think I'm able to... my family, most of my friends, my teacher, they might not understand. And it might not be safe. So I feel like I can't accept myself as I am...

I want to though... I want to just let myself feel my tail and big round ears. Let myself feel my teeny tiny body and just enjoy these phantom thingies when they come.

I want to let myself be okay with being a mouse. But it's scary... so many dangerous things are keeping me from full-heartedly accepting it...

Also I dunno if this is cause of being Therian or not, but I feel Dysphoria really badly. Those Dragon HRT comics are absolutely BEAUTIFUL, but they aren't helping...