I finished my 6 initial infusions in early July, I thought I had my first booster scheduled for tomorrow/Friday. I definitely need it- the past few days I’ve felt the depression creeping back in (anhedonia, tiredness, feeling empty and sad, trouble thinking/concentrating/brain fog). But provider screwed up scheduling and I have to wait another week. I am definitely still in a better place than pre-ketamine (no SI) but I just don’t want to have to live another week of this. I hate feeling like this and I don’t want this to be who I am/how I feel.

My provider was encouraging people to use their new online scheduling system - which I did. And requested an appointment for tomorrow. But apparently their scheduling system isn’t working. So I don’t actually have that appointment. Luckily I could get an appointment for next Friday. (I can’t do them during the week bc it wipes me out too much for work, I’ve already taken off so much time for this)