Yeah, I left the 's' off because I know you'd feel obliged to open it and ask 'are you a fucking American or what?' or at least cast a critical eye over the rest of my grammar.

Hehe.

Anyway, I did just do my sums and as a word of advice to anyone about to embark on a course of pills for anxiety or depression: they tell you 'you might put a bit of weight on' and you think 'oh, well I'd rather be a bit chubby than crazy/depressed.'

WELL. Over the space of a year and nine months (to the day) I put on 2 stone 10lbs. To those of you who only know lbs or kgs, THAT IS A FUCKTON (30lbs/14.5kg).

So today, I find myself obsessively gathering shit for an obsessive shouty letter and swearing at a security guard, but who cares? Lost 4lbs in 2 days for the first time in almost two years and didn't punch him.

The depressing thing is that almost all of them cause weight gain and the real sciency science people still don't really know why. My last set of meds gave me a massive increase in appetite (could not stay out of the kitchen) and I put a shocking 11lbs on in 4 weeks, but with all the others (five different sorts) I was eating and drinking the same amount or less than I have in bygone years.

Sooooooo. Still crazy my babez!!!! O_O

How was your weekend? What's new with you? Where are you chuffing off to for your hols this year?