So basically, I'm 20 and I've never been in a "serious long-term relationship" but I have been on dates and been in short-term "flings" that have lasted a month or so and even had my heart broken really badly. However, I've never had a long-term boyfriend and I feel jealous of people who can hold down a guy for years and despite having "gone out with" so many guys, I've never actually gone further than kissing. So.. Despite being a virgin, people also think that I'm a bit of a player because I seem to get quite a bit of attention from guys. That being said, it seems that people get a bit turned off when they found out that I've never had sex and I'm actually a lot more innocent than I seem and hence start treating me differently.

I'm personally sick of guys especially coming and going; getting to know someone only to find out that I'm not really that into them and then they're out of my life. How to I get something more permanent when it seems like no relationship that I have lasts?