This man sincerely scares me every day. I want to just not claim him as one of my countrymen. All his ideologies scares me shitless and just only confirm to me that breaking up with him is one hell of a correct choice.

He is a transphobe and homophobe(he denies it, and he only wants hot women eff each other because he thinks lesbians are just women pretending there are men in the relationship). He thinks trans people are mentally ill(not in the sense of they are more prone to mental illness, but in the sense of transgender is a mental illness). He has one trans friend for some reason and he was that one guy saying he isn’t a racist just because he has that one token black/latino friend, but in the form of trying to proclaim he isn’t a transphobe because there is one token transgender friend there.

He said PSL is inhumane for telling everyone America sending arms to Ukraine is one Rasputin-level dick move/regular people must stand with Russian civilians(“muh American ppl have senses of humanity and anti-war thoughts!”). He literally called PSL counterrevolutionary for calling out NAFOs bullshit. He supports “incompetent presidents from reps/dems as PSL is not better than CCP”. When I disagree, he said “I’m saying PSL sucks ass, not you suck ass as a person, you emotional animal always misunderstand me.”

He calls me “emotional animal” for supporting the idea that NAFO and USA are wrong for sending Ukraine loads of weapons and funds, but he is pro Palestine and against American weapons sales to Israel. What kind of cognitive dissonance is that?

Probably something more damning is he doesn’t think Ukraine has a neo-nazi issue or Bandera worshipper problem. He doesn’t see the nazi insignia everywhere in Ukraine and de-Sovietification as a problem as “it is just a part of fighting against Russian imperialism”. He doesn’t even mind the Ukrainian government bombarding against Russian-speaking Donbas people, nor the Azov Battalion burning innocent Eastern Ukrainian civilians on stakes Joan d’Arc style. He turned a blind eye on all the violence made by Ukraine and the puppetry under NAFO.

He hates the Communist Party of China now. He wants his country to get overthrown. I don’t agree with Deng Xiaoping but I hold critical support to my own country. The correct stance is to agree with most, disagree with some and learn from all. Well, he just disagrees it all. I can’t understand why he is like this.

I wouldn’t say other things that was our personal life because it is irrelevant to condemning his political stances, but just so you know he also objectified me and disregarded my health as a living human. He is also very misogynistic and denies the existence of patriarchy. He doesn’t just denounce bourgeois feminism, he denounces the word of “feminism” and said “feminism has nothing to do with liberating women”.

Who gave him the bravery to call himself a communist? Why I dated him for 4 years? Why is he still Chinese?

Edit: He told me my hatred towards Ukrainian fascists is “because I don’t read theory”. Well I don’t need any Marxist literature to know tying defenseless living people to stakes and burn them in fire like a döner kebab is wrong. I don’t need Lenin to tell me bombarding innocent humans in an area for 8 years and cut off their water along with suspending electricity for those people in cold harsh East European winter is wrong. He told me “there are no Soviet veterans nor communists in Donbas, only conservative idiots and pro-government stupid Russians there” to justify the bombarding and suspension of life sustaining water-electricity supplies. If reading theory makes burning living sentient beings alive okay and constant artillery strike/carpet bombarding fine I ain’t reading it.He has no humanity. If anyone needs theory to prove that killing innocent humans by carpet bombarding and freezing is something you sincerely should not do, fuck you, you asshole with no common human sense.