Alright, I used testosterone on and off for many years. I was on about 6-8 months at Dr. prescribed trt doses until about Oct-Nov timeframe. I stopped because I would get weird sensations to take deep breaths and a hunger for air. Like yawning and trying to take a deep breath at the same time which turned into that yawn. Also I would get super lethargic and terrible brain fog that was somewhat like depression. So I got off. Used HCG and Clomid for a bit and felt pretty reasonable. Mentally was much clearer and of course my body shed some weight and I lost some muscle. Fast forward to 2-3 months or so after stopping. Now I’m a complete fucking mess! I keep thinking I’m going to die and have the worst anxiety and depression as well. I have a tough time all day taking those deep breaths with yawns. I’ve been to the ER twice thinking I have a heart problem because of the breathing. Has anyone else here come off cold turkey and had any symptoms such as the ones I have? -anxiety -depression -thinking about how short life is (crazy I know) -much much lower heart rate than before -get colder much easier -short term memory does not exist -brain fog like no other -mild confusion at all times -not giving a shit about anything besides feeling better (like fuck everything else lol) -shriveled up cock and balls -couldn’t fuck if I had someone holding a gun to my head no matter how hard I tries

I’d love to hear what anyone thinks because I’m just down in the dumps bad, I just don’t know what I should do at this point. Do I ride it out? Is there any SARMS or SERMS that could help at this point in any way/shape/form?