Hey there! So it’s been abt four days since I started nofap, and I’m on here to share some things that I found make it easy to stay away from doing it and my reasons why I started to take this a litttle more serious. Ever since quarantine, I have been laying into my dick, and it’s caused me to develop Desthgrip syndrome I didn’t know at the time but I had gotten head a couple times before by some beautiful girls and I didn’t know that I had death grip until my first time having sex due to me thinking, I’m in highschool lol they just prolly don’t have experience. Abt the middle to end of senior year came and I meet another foreign exchange student(I pulled a lot of foreign exchange students lmao) and she was prolly the best 10/10. Her personality was just as great as her physical features. Believe it or not I was still virgin, all I really did was get or give head or handjobs. So abt prom night when we were getting ready, we started helping each other with some of our clothes then the clothes started flying off. I was hard and ik what was gonna go down I got out my condom she put it on and I sliced it in and felt nothing. Like barely anything. She was having a blast and she started shake a little but I couldn’t feel anything only abt every 20 strokes could I feel something. For the rest of the time she was here, it even made her upset. We were both givers so I was fine if Ik I was making her happy, but her not seeing me come brought up the questions that any girl would ask in this situation, “do you not love me” “are you not attracted to me” etc. and I felt bad because yes I did in fact love her, and yes her body turned me on. I ruined sex for myself and that’s the reason why I’m on this journey what should’ve been threee months off great sex that I could get to brag abt. All I can brag abt now is ik how to make a girl cum in a lot of ways because if I wasn’t getting pleasure I made sure my partner was.