for years ive had my future laid out, i know what uni im trying to get into, i know what course i want to do, and what I want to do with that course. I knew what I wanted to do whilst doing the course and had my overall goals in place.

yesterday and today, with school, we toured a bunch of unis. Today we did a film and music school and oh my god i think i just fucked my whole plans up i cried for 10m about how much i want to go there for a music diploma or even for smth film related i just really want to go there im going insane rn THEY WORKED WITH BJORK (my fav artist ever) ONCE I WISH I SKIPPED TODAY MY ENTIRE PLANS HAVE BEEN FUCKED UP

IVE ALWAYS SHITTALKED FILM SCHOOL IM FUCKED UP IM FUCKED UP IM FUCKED UP AND ITS EXPENSIVE BUTTTTTT WHAT IF I GET A SCHOLARSHIPPPPPP???? EVEN IF ITS ONLY FOR A 7 MONTH DIPLOMA IDC I JUST WANT TO GO THETE IM GOING INSANE IVE FUCKED EVERYTHING UP