That's it, that's the whole post. My physical, mental, emotional health is in shambles. I don't even have autonomy over my body: I've received 2 injuries directly from students in this month alone. I feel like I'm being paid to objectify myself to them, I mean there's no repurcussions in place that any of us can give anyways so we just take it and move on.

My relationships have never been worse right now. I am the worst version of myself. This month alone I've had to step out of class to cry on multiple different occasions. And then I do the same at home because my cup is so empty.

This career, this school in particular, has been my biggest life regret. The past 10 months have been the most soul sucking experience of my life. And I don't even know what the fuck I am going to do with my life when the year ends, because I refuse to subject myself to this ever again.